Happily Ever After

Let's not pretend anymore

That once upon a time

It was ever anything

You never owed me love 

I don't owe you friendship 

After this chapter closes 

The story ends. 

Bear with me

I always bear my teeth
Before I bear my heart

Undo

I finally found the strength
Combing memories
Erase final traces
Seeing your face though
My startled heart jumps in my chest
It stings again, still
I press delete
And wish that I could
Undo it all

See More Memories

Technology documented the butterflies

Beaming face and shining eyes

Disbelief that you were enchanted too

Excitement I had never known 

My scrolling dregs up how you touched me

I return to confused saddness

Melancholy that I thought I’d lost 

We are Not Friends.

You should've left me alone
That's what you said to me
I can't help but agree
All the chances to that
You had so many ways out
To let me have peace
A clean break from you
But you didn't, wouldn't
I kept tying threads to you
Tangled myself in knots
Split myself open in front of you
Exposed, raw, bleeding out
So maybe I am overbearing
I am too much
Too intense
A martyr no one asked for
The fucking fool
I replaced my self respect
With a toxic need for your
Approval?
Affection?
I don't even know what I wanted
You could never be that
Whatever it was
You made me doubt my worth
That's the biggest sin
I finally broke
Burned out
And truthfully?
We will never be
Okay

Sandpaper

Your presence
Rubs me like sandpaper
Every fiber of me
Wants to back away
Escape the grating
Let these scabs heal

Comfortable

I sink back into you
Like a well-worn sofa